A perspective from outside of the wasp nest.

Ahh.. I've been out from underneath the oppression of "the money-pit" for a week now. How do I feel? Realistic. I realize that there are very few absolute universal truths, but one must certainly be the replacement of problems in the average life... I accept that no matter what I achieve, and regardless of what heights I may scale to, there will always be some form of a headache to smother out with all of life's lovely little "pain-killers". But everyone knows that right? I've been going up and down, through stages of fear, extreme paranoia, ultra-joy, contentment, laziness, and flat out anger for two months now.. No relief in sight. I think this might be what it's like when God begins to break you, in order to prepare you for whatever He may have in store. And I've certainly been asking Him. Eyes up, ears open, moving forward.